Friday, September 19, 2008

stumbling.

So much for the positivity of my last entry.

The lack of sleep is getting to me. He was happy. I was happy. Then it all came crashing down when he hit another low point.

I suppose it was good to let it all out, to cry all the tears of frustration and annoyance and sadness and lost hope. It's an ironic and awful situation, not having the person who could hold you up because you're too busy keeping their head above water.

All I can ask for is strength.

I need a hug.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

aww...cait...i'll give you a hug!!! (it will just have to wait until tomorrow...lol...)

EP said...

You know, I don't know you well or anything, but I've been at this point before in my life, and I would totally give you a hug if I were there. Sometimes, a hug is all you need.

Maris said...

Lack of sleep makes everything seem way worse than it is!

i hope you had a great weekend and are feeling better.